and then . . .

and then she commits to staying . . .

and then she commits to getting trained further . . .

and then she goes to the states for two weeks . . .

and then she see's her husband for a week . . .

and then she deals with guilt for doing what she wanted . . . .

and then she overcomes that guilt and tries to be super woman . . .

and then she reminds herself that she is not . . .

and then she breathes . . . .